For Christmas 2015 and for next year 2016
Publicado por Patricio Varsariah el jueves, diciembre 24, 2015
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For Christmas 2015 and for next year 2016, I want nothing to make me be "younger" or anything that combines perfectly with my new shoes. This Christmas do not need anything that is perfectly in my living room furniture, or to replace a decorative object that does not convince me. I just want to ask enough strength to help me cope with the hard times caused by my poor health. I will not be so selfish to ask for bliss, precisely because they are also difficult moments that make us grow as people and they bring us the experience and the maturity to appreciate the finer things in life.
I ask that my family and my few real friends continue to be there, because thanks to them I could get up harder every fall, and I know I'll have stumbled along the year will be less painful if they are to me and because without them everything would be more complicated. I'm ending this year with a small adjustment in terms of friendships are concerned, but my real friends, the usual, are still there. Since asking, and non-sound selfish, I would feel that I am the most important for my companion of the way, she is the most important to me. Unrequited love without emotional ties, a love that deliver everything without demanding anything in return.
I also ask for the courage to not let anyone try me or make me afraid: smaller as a person, and that sincerity and honesty with myself, accompanied me every day. I look forward to having the courage to make my own decisions, however hard they may be, and do it always in full fidelity to me
In this Christmas, recounting the things that ordered the Christmas of 2014, I can only give thanks for having received them almost entirely. So my only desire is to keep the fortress because it is essential to keep getting up after every fall.
What I would like this Christmas for the next year is: Patience and optimism. Patience to remember the important things in life require time. Patience to put myself in the shoes of others without falling into despair. Patience to listen, to understand and above all to learn. Patience for myself and those around me, not impatient when things are not as imagined. And optimism to get up every morning thinking that the new day will be better than the last. Optimism not get discouraged and be able to see a solution rather than a problem. Optimism not catch it from negative things and so avoid infecting others, to appreciate all that life has given me, instead of wasting time lamenting so I need also to see every challenge as an opportunity for learning and self growth. Optimism to still believe that the best of life is now. Patience and optimism for daring to live life without fear.
MY hands are small in relation to everything that life has given me!